Food Boys And Other Joys

I still here at the kitchen table of my altered reality. Hands trembling from the sugar that has entered my system. My head has that “floating” feeling going on where my vision is a bit blurred. My brain has hushed the “fight or flight” mode that has been TAKING OVER my being the last few […]

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When You Feelin’ A Little Needy

hi all, What a funky state I am currently in.  I feel light, but heavy. I feel optimistic but see the glass half empty. I feel proud with a side of shame. I feel inspired with a big ole helping of tired. I feel free but limited only by what my eye can see.   […]

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Dating App Dance

Dating App Dance Last fall I wrote about my summer’s experience getting on my first dating app in Los Angeles. I was very hesitant at first and really had judged people who were on them. Once I let that judgment go, there was a curiosity to try the apps, so I gave them a go. […]

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My Weekend Realization: Guilt Is Tearing Me Down

Happy Monday everyone 🙂 I’ve just come back from a wonderful weekend in Seaside, Florida. I was there on a wellness retreat given by Ancient Nutrition. Ancient Nutrition is a company founded by Dr Axe that offers bone broth protein powders, collagen powders, pro-botics and more. What was intended to be a very relaxed weekend. […]

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A City Prevails

It’s a mask. It’s a veil. It’s a thick invisible wall we build to prevail. Her days spent have been nothing short of a fantasy. A street away from a reality that probes, squealing to come in. As she awoke, she came to realize, maybe this is it. This life. As glamorous and shinny as […]

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Will We Meet Again?

I dream about you at night. The dreams keep me in the fantasy for the next day coming. I dream about your air. Your flare. I dream about your hopeful nights, and easy mornings. My body aches for your terrain. Challenging hikes, streets with bikes. My soul desires your low expectations. My mind replays sleepless nights laying […]

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